Why it is so?

My heart is feeling like daffodils,
but i am finding it so ill.
Which is being watered by so many gardeners....
but i thought do i really deserve?????
Now i am amazed....why am i feeling so lonely....
why the silence of mine is with me only.
Why nobody is listening to me....?
i am now feeling like a bee.
Continuously who is doing her works...
and in life she is facing some jerks.
She has got so many friends..
but few of them will remain till the end.She wants some special would be there...
coz she can never go alone anywhere.
Her words are not finding enough to express...
but it is not the case of these days.
From her birth.. she is this kinda girl..
and she is moving herself to whirl.
I know, one day her group will scatter...
coz, she is one who don't want to flatter.
She is unable to understand "why it is so"?
why everyone wants to let her go.